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Life's a gamble

2009-12-09T14:30:00.002+08:00

"I used to be a heavy gambler. But now I just make mental bets. That's how I lost my mind."
— Steve Allen

Dandelions

2009-12-09T04:45:00.000+08:00

Am.....not sure if I've posted these two pictures up before, but they were taken REALLY long ago, like beginning of this year hahahaha and everytime I see it I still smile because it's really dorky and lame. But i like ^^
Examinations have been filled with last minute cramping and mc-s to retake - speaking of retake I'm not going for my exam tomorrow hahahahaha principle of fucken management. Because I've only been to class twice this sem and I dont know shit. Was determined to prove my classmates wrong but since they don't like me, what do I have to prove to them? Might as well just retake and start all over next sem, hmm. I know I should study hard now blah blah blah whole future/career ahead of me, but I know I'm good at other things. Not everyone is cut out to study, ya' know? Daddy and I aren't talking. Well, it's been that way since forever but recently it's just been getting worse. : ( Whatever, it's not like I was dependent on him in the first place. Never and never will be.
I haven't seen bryanz in ages......... kind of feel like a sucky friend lately. I promised him I'll meet him everyday until the 11th but I had exams and studying to do, but since tomorrow I'm not going I WILL MEET HIM FOR LUNCH. HA! SEE THIS? CALL ME WHEN U SEE THIS!!! <3
Oh and to see Ven Kelly and Celest as well! Mahjong and banluck okkkkkkk???!? Hardcore xx
Oh well until tomorrow................................ I am so tired now - off for one last cig at my balcony and I'm going to bed.
Fuck no more already zzzzz

"Dandelions stand for wishes coming true."
Getting a new one next week! Excited! 8)

Tight scene in a loose world

2009-12-05T05:26:00.000+08:00

This is how's this week has been for me. A blur, a haze, unclear, unsure.

But it also showed me the people who really care around me. And I'm so glad for them. I know, even if you're nice to me, I may not be as important as I think I am to you. But it doesn't matter. If you don't learn to treasure it now, you'll lose it sooner or later.

Benson and Darlie hv been staying over so much often recently, I think tonight is going to be the last time because their unit is at Kranji starting from next week. : ( Wdv! We had fun guys!

and that day we tried to enter escape themepark (and failed), got caught in the rain, went cycling to changi instead, took a walk at the old hospital, bought drinks and rolled in leaves and wet grass

Hi dearest bbgy I LOVE U SO MUCH! Thank you for always being there! I promise I will too. *eyelashes*
p/s: Life's been good to me in all parts except studies. Exams are next week and I hope I'll be able to scrape through. I! want! to! play! ban! luck! and! mahjong!

Cut

2009-12-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

Remember the last time I stayed over at your house, just the both of us? When we fell asleep talking about boys and what they like, girls and why they always get angry, who we'd rather do and laughing like hyenas until our eyes shut and it was a new day?
Well I can't.
That's how long it has been. We always said after O levels it'd be back to the same, old, us who would stay out every night playing mahjong, talking, smoking, laughing, binging, but what happened?
Now you're (almost) gone.I want you to stay, I want you back badly.

You've always been complaining about your freedom (or rather, lack of) but what about now? Things are going to change now. I don't want to cry but i always fail. I want to walk away from you so badly but I can't.
Just take care of yourself from now on, ok? You're the only boy I'll ever love so much as a kid brother.
xx Chantelle

Your skin like gravity, pulling every part of me

2009-11-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

Dear baby boy, my best friend and the only person who can read my mind, thank you thank you for everything you've done for me. Thank you for loving me relentlessly. Even though I've hurt you, even though we've hurt each other countless times, over and over again, we're always back together, back in each other's arms at the end of the night.
I love you, I love the smell of your skin, I love the way you pull my fringe back and cuddle me when I'm falling asleep, I love how you always let me have my way, I love how you laugh in a way only I have heard just to make me laugh endlessly. I adore how we can just spend the whole day cooking for each other, and then snuggle into bed watching countless movies on end with the aircon on and nothing but a thick fat quilt.
I love you.Please don't go anywhere.

Selling!

2009-11-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

Selling both of 'em! (Timbuk2)
Orange/white/blue and brown/lime/green - SGD70 each!
Still in good condition - able to withstand a LOT of books and weight hahahaha we bought them at SGD129. Selling both for SGD120 Leave a comment or email me at meagainstmyworld@hotmail.com if interested! Will be very grateful because we're REALLY broke now. : (

Gamblers for ∞

2009-11-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

There is something REALLY wrong with my internet hahahahahahaha I can't load any youtube videos at all! So I'm like downloading them without even listening to them into my bb.
SPEAKING OF BBs, SO MANY FRIENDS HAVE GOTTEN THEIR BLACKBERRIES AS WELL!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :)

The power of influence of the great blackberry - RIGHT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway I know I haven't been actively blogging these few days - so sorry!!!! BUT I have been tweeting 24/7, seriously!!!!!!! So if you wanna mini chunky updates on me (and my boring life), if u wanna know what I had for dinner or what I'm reading when I'm taking a shit, u can always follow me on twitter!

www.twitter.com/thetastetouch hahahahaha add me add me! I would love to follow more people as well : ) Last few nights we had mahjong with Darlie and Benson until 1 in the morning, which we switched to Blackjack after that. I LOVE THAT GAME. I WON $200 over dollars you know??!??! And then I lost............everything. Now I owe them $60. Each. My life is so sad u know?!??!?!?
Next week we're going onto a ship! Just to gamble/ play poker hehehehe. For $10 entry fee PLUS there is free all-you-can-eat-buffet. IF I DO GO I'LL BLOG ABOUT IT, OK? PROMISE!!!! And if I win $$ there I will tell everyone where the place is so you guys can go there and join me hahahahahahahaahhahaha let me win your $$ also $_$

This is such a wordy post, so unlike me.
Going to end with two very, random pictures hahahahahahaha

p/s : Dear best friend and one of the people I love most, please go home and stop making Judy worry ok? I love you so much and I hope you won't let me and the people around you (who love u as well) down. We're always here, and you know very well that I'm always here for you. Be strong, keep going.

Life

2009-11-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

Because we don't know when we will die, we spend all this time thinking about why things happen, we forget to stop and treasure all the little things in our lives that we should be more than grateful for. Like the birds outside our window, the wind in our hair, and the sun on our skin. How about the people around us? Even the people who don't matter. When was the last time u smiled at a stranger, when was the last time you laughed out loud? How many more times can we remember a lazy afternoon in our childhood, how many more sun rises can we watch? Things like memories fade, and people die anyway, so why are we making such a big fuss over who's right or wrong?
- B.L

Ugly loves company

2009-11-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

Whitney bb came over just now after dinner at town and we watched Vampire Diaries E!p!8! (it's out!! FASTER CATCH!!!!) with a very tempted keong at the back gritted his teeth trying to focus on his project amidst of all the screaming of 'Stefan!' hahahahahaha

U think this is ugly? Wait until I show u.................................

ME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG FUCKEN UGLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I AM POSTING THIS CB I LOOK LIKE RUHUA'S MOTHER OI I SIEH BRAVE HOR
Ok bye give you Whitney's face to end this post

Wait for it................................................

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GOING TO DOTA WITH ANDROS AND CHEEYANG BYE!

Bello Vello advertorial

2009-11-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

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We make a good romance look bad

2009-11-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

That day at Far East we met up with Kelly and Jethro - who we last saw right before their O level's started - so happy to see her! Forever so bubbly.........and noisy................hahahahaha there's NEVER a quiet moment around her - one of the things that I love most about her. Normally I'm pretty shy with girls around but she's different! Anyway she did some major heavy shopping and when she showed us she was like squealing in excitement and kept asking us 'eh nice not?? nice not??? say nice leh???' and all we could do was just watch in envy. *envy*
Anyway that day wasn't too bad either because we managed to do some shopping still and we got lotsa goodies........... I HV A NEW WALLET! Happy happy me. Will show you guys soon.
(edit) WE NEVER STEAL LAH PUBORS! WE HAPPEN TO....KNOW PEOPLE. (/edit)

We literally shopped till we were tired --

Don't ask me what's up with the 'face-covering' that day hahahahahaha seemed to be pretty hot ah!
Was this the same day bryanz got a new jacket?? WELL HE DID.
ZARA.
$229 for a sieh sud jacket hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I think he's going to take eons to pay Whitney back

Happy 20th months bb

♥

I know you loved the customized brownie I ordered (cough) because I suck at baking (cough) and will never ever attempt to bake (cough) ever (cough)
You know you love me so badly

Going to study for a little while before Bryanz Edwin and his girlfriend come over. Hope we don't do anything illegal. Who knows with Edwin (cough) magic happens
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Learning to flick a cigarette

2009-11-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

Taken months ago when I was stuck with rock brown bottom nail polish and braided $1 per strand hair. Those were also the days when we would crash our friend's houses one night at a time, not caring about going home, or showering, or brushing our teeth, or resting our tired eyes for the night. I miss those nights.

I gotta go now, gotta get my mc and accompany Whitney to GET! HER! BB! and maybe meet Darlie for a bit of pool.
xx

Smoking doesn't kill, cameras do

2009-11-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

Why do girls cry?
We cry when we get let down, we cry when we get hurt, we cry when we fall, we cry when we hear a sad song. We cry when our hearts beat too fast, we cry when we get bullied, we cry when we feel fat, we cry when we feel insignificant.
That's why everyone needs someone to lean on. The same group of people to keep their thoughts sober, their thoughts from drifting to that bottle of pills, or that stiffling addiction. The same group of people who know how to make them laugh, the same people who would give a hug before she even knew she needed one.
xxxx I'm hungry, so much for 'food for thought'.
Over and out guys Hope I get well soon <3

You're my lover boy, my heart keeper

2009-11-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

Quick post quick post as my baby boy has taken his bike and droven off to help me ta-pao my tasty mee sua for supper just because I was telling him I had cravings for it. He said he didn't wanna leave Oreo at home in the dark kitchen alone so he left and I have to finish this post quick before he comes back!!!!!! By the way the mee sua near my house (kembangan mrt station) IS FUCKEN HEAVENLY. It is so good that I will bring all my new old fair friends to come and have supper with me whenever they stay over. I remember Kelly was the first (excited) girl to bring me there and she was like 'its fucking nice it's fucking nice' and I was pretty doubtful about it because it didn't look that delicious when it arrived at our table but when I tried it,
IT WAS HEAVEN.
Anyway I love you baby thank you for (almost) always making me feel like the luckiest girl in the entire universe. WE ARE ALMOST 20 MONTHS OLD!!!!! www.chantelleishappygirl.com.sg/hungry/waiting for her meesua to come home/baby to come home/stomache growling/starving

p/s: Don't ask me why my theme is 'Meatballs' ok?!! Hahahaha I was hungry then. Don't judge!!!!!!!!

Hungry with a stomache ache

2009-11-09T01:41:00.000+08:00

Should I go supper now??????
I AM HUNGRY.
AND SICK.

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Pleasure > health anyday guys off to supper!!!!!

Lessons that are boring and teachers who hate you

2009-11-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

This was that same day when bryan's bb got confiscated by his comm skill teacher - I KNOW RIGHT HOW OLD ALREADY STILL KENA CONFISCATED. Hahahahaha I remember my last phone which got confiscated was by...... Tan eng chiu? In her math class back in secondary school. Poor bryan he was so so so so furious at her he was cursing all kinds of nonsense like he about to tiao! tang! already. Hahahahaha simi scratch car simi bao her outside all pattern all have one that day. We waited with him for 3 hours (leh!) for the teacher to come out and talk to him but in vain : (
Stupid jocelyn lee lor so old already want to gey gao. For the 5 days she kept the phone hostage i think she secretly used it. Because bryan left his 'google map' app on and sometimes when I checked it would show 'Marine Parade' or 'Bedok' or even 'Portugal'. But the Portugal sure wrong one lah unless she FedEx-ed it over or something. Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrright.
We caught Jennifer's Body anyway! And it was a reallllllllllll disappointment you guys. I was expecting so much more from Megan Fox but she showed us her bitchy side and it was sad because I kind of admired her and was one of her fans! I even got a similar tattoo because of her! Angelina Jolie is so much better than her in so many ways, though.
Overnight mahjong again -------------- we have been mahjonging every single day this week. It's addictive and we just came back from Darren's place and the stakes got higher $1/$2 half leh : ( And my period's coming but dont know why I'm still! so! suay! Nb.
I should be sleeping soon because I have accounting BA1 tomorrow at 11am and it's my first lesson but repeat module. SAME TEACHER. SAME TEACHER WHO HATES ME. : ( Some motivation to go school siol.
I have so many things to rant about but I have to go sleep now - maybe tomorrow???? I want to have time to blog.......I want to make time to blog. Shopping with Kelly on thursday and party at Keon's on friday! Cannot wait! Mmmmmmm!
p/s: Before I go I was laughing so hard at this video I love Hutch and Mike! They are new and hilar-fucking-iously awesome. I am such a boy right! Leave a comment if you liked it : ) Night u guys!

Gives you hell

2009-11-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sigh................................... dear diary.
School sucks for me, sucks for me, so badly that sometimes I wonder why I'm even in school.

I want a future, sure, I need a degree in education, but why are there so many things stopping me from going to school? So many things stopping me from attending classes.

I go to school and on my way there I am already thinking about what to do when I get home. I reach the bus stop and I already am counting down the minutes to class end.

I skipped school on Thursday and Friday and my group mates were like "you have 3 more chances or else we'll have to (blah blah blah ya da ya da)" and I was like 'ok.' Hahahahahaha i am on the edge of pathetic, aren't i? Fuck!

Tomorrow's a new week.................... i THINK i'm going to try and buck up.

Anyway my nuffnang cheque came and it was a hundred bucks lesser than i expected :( I checked online and realised they hadn't cashed out my previous request..... another 2 months I have to wait again. Nice one.

Going to have dinner at home everyday for the rest of next week. I haven't even bought my school books yet!!!! The worst thing was i actually already asked money from daddy and I SPENT IT ALL.

ON I DONT KNOW WHAT?!??!?!??!

Fml fml fml fml fml fml

Chuck and Blair

2009-10-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T HELP BUT SMILE TO MYSELF WHILE WATCHING THIS VID LIKE A SILLY YOUNG FAN GIRL ( - ;

p/s : sweet dreams everyone!

Through the trees, we move with the breeze

2009-10-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

Have you heard about the Rihanna vs ECW saga? Ha ha ha call me slow or outdated, but besides blogging about my own private life I have the right to blog about other stuff as well, right?????
Anyway Rihanna was accused of 'stealing' from Heyman (wrestling legend)'s idea of 'wrapping himself with barbed wire' for her newest album, Russian Roulette.

and

This is what Heyman said : "It's pretty obvious this was copied from, or at least extremely inspired by the ECW album cover. From the barbed wire and the right arm up in the air to the blood dripping off the logo. Hey, I don't blame them." "If you wanted to copy, you might as well copy from the best." And he called Rihanna 'a bloody thief'.
xxxxxxxx
Heyman, it's pretty obvious if she really MEANT to copy you, the cover would end up wayyyyyyyyy uglier than it is now. And you didn't invent barbed wire, neither did you come up with ways on how to wrap barbed wire around things. You're tripping, man, you're way in over your head. And nobody even KNEW you had this album until this controversy, douche!

Anyway just got back home not along after mahjong and dinner with xw and macus. God I was so unlucky today I got so frustrated mid game. Bb and me were sitting next to each other and both of us were already 'waiting', and when the tile we wanted came out, before I could even say 'hu' he 'hu-ed' first already!
ZHA ME TWICE LEH!TWICE!!!!
WILL SWAY ONE U KNOW!
Na! beh!
Anyway I should be posting more pictures (like how I promised) but for the mean time I will be very! very! very! in touch with my blackberry - IT WAS AWESOME I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD. I love every application and it's amazing how clear the graphics are - it's even better than bb bold you know? And the size/weight is so girly! like! me!
HAHAHAHAHA RIGHT. Thanks Helly for helping us 'configure' our phones when we went to visit you that day *hug* you're always so refreshing and amazingly easy to talk to. Although I know you won't see this anyway but it's just a shout-out to you ha ha ha ha ha ha.
BB USERZ ADD ME OK SO WE CAN BBM : )
211760b7
211760b7
and my boyfriend's one is 213b571b, we want! more! contacts!
Tomorrow we're going to catch Jennifer's Body and mahjong/stayover at my place! Love my stonerz people! To those mugging for O's you've got it! Only a few more weeks left!

The bold and the curve

2009-10-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

So we got our bbs earlier than expected - and it was a surprise gift from baby when he gave me my curve (which we were supposed to share until we got enough money to get him a bold) and while I was checking out my curve HE TOOK OUT HIS BOLD!!!! I was like shrieking in joy hahaha and then we lived happily ever after.

Ok not really but still you get the point right??? My boyfriend is an angel!!!! (scoots over to him and plants him a big fat kiss)
Anyway today was my first day of school.... and I gotta say I'm proud of myself for understanding the first topic of Microecons. Hey, I'm no genius, but when you don't attend lectures and you just stroll into class and you sit down and you actually understand what the teacher is talking about, or at least, enough to explain to other people (cough* weelee* cough*) mcq answers with your right answer, you should be proud of yourself, right??!??!??!
Keep telling yourself that Chantelle, maybe it'll get you somewhere someday.
Ha ha ha ha thank god for the relaxiest time table in history of education, tomorrow I only have 4 hours of school! Gr8 gr8 gr8 gr8 gr8 - am itching for mahjong right this moment. I need to find more khakis!!!!!
See? I'm starting to blog everyday again!

2009-10-26T02:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when I'm alone and not thinking straight, I wonder...............................did I mean that little to begin with?

We've rebel and vodka in our hands

2009-10-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

We went shopping last Sunday (I KNOW RIGHT, A WEEK OREDI!!!!!) with Colin Yukai and Siew keong and we scoured the whole of Far east and Peninsula for clothes for the boyz. And i know most of them pictures are of Bryan and me only because Yukai was hogging the camera and Colin was with Siewkeong in shopping. And since me and bryan were penniless (what else is new?) we had to go shop to shop just trying on clothes and making ourselves happy............ well for that moment at least.  Sucks being poor. Sucks not having a rich family to spend on you.  Ugh!     Check out my happy happy happy face. I've never went window shopping in a longgggggg time and I like it! It's like you get to 'buy' stuff but over and over again! Especially with your favourite people...... Bryan next week ok????? When we have actual money, preferably. Whitney you too bb!!!! ♥

  Anyway just a few days back we were at ppmacs waiting for tao eh Eugene to brief us on the upcoming events so we spent our time filling up the newest Mac-monopoly sheet and we got so many instant wins ok!!!!! Above is just one of the many of my gian peng faces. I was like "Free sausage mcmuffin??!?! WOOHOO!!!!!!" really loudly. I'm so disgraceful I know. What to do. Life of a pauper.

Went to town for I-really-have-no-idea. Oh! I remember - it was to check out 2nd hand prices for Blackberrys - did I mention I'm getting mine by this week??? I lost my E71 during the Howl At The Moon party last week, I think someone scooped it out of my back pocket while I was dancing : ( Bb readily sold his Iphone for me - he makes my heart melt!!!!!!! With the money we'll be less cash strapped and he's getting BBs for BOTH of us! Ha ha ha ha hey wait I'm paying half for mine ok. Anyway it doesn't matter who pays how much. The thought is there, and that's what counts!!!!  Anyway school is starting tomorrow - ugh. Thank god that bryang is staying over tonight and accompanying me for my first Marketing Fund lecture!!!!!!!! And then we're going to crash Whitney's after. (I feel so weird calling him Bryan, but i know it sounds less gay, right??! Hahahaha)
And then..............................s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b s-b

We're going to make things work ok? Even when you're at sentosa and I'm at the other end of the island, we'll be together. Because baby we're invincible.

Suddenly I'm in the clouds again

2009-10-25T03:13:00.000+08:00

It's 3am and it means only one thing - my body clock is back to normal!!!!!! Happy happy happy. This week has been hell for the both of us, because we took up jobs at Shell Stations in the east area which required us to get up at 6 in the morning, get our asses there at 7, and parade around in a sandwich board for three hours around the area until 10, take a 6 hour break and continue from 4-7pm.
It was torture. I swear. 3 hours was hell in the scorching sun. Every morning you would see me frantically log into weather forecasts websites and grin when I see 'high chances of thunderstorms.'
Were they thunderstorms?No.
Fuck you weather stations. You cant predict for nuts.
Anyway towards the end time started flying by because......... well. I don't know they just started passing by really quickly, and yesterday was our last day!!! Haven't gotten our pay though - looking forward to Monday!!!!
Speaking of....... Monday. Ugh school is starting school is starting time for me to return to my class full of people who give me 'the evil eye' when I walk into class.
Not looking forward to it, honestly. Doesn't help when I don't have much friends in class. No wait, correction, ANY friends in class.
Sigh being me sucks. Looking forward to seeing more of Bryan and Whitney though! Too bad bb is locked up somewhere in Sentosa. : ( I wanna see him, but I don't want him to skip any more classes for the next semester! It's unhealthy for his future!
Talking about futures............ We are going Jurong East to swim tomorrow! I need a good tan, and for once, sun, please please pleaseeeeeee be scorching hot as always!
Dear diary, I promise I'll blog more often.

Hush hush

2009-10-17T06:59:00.000+08:00

How I've been spending the past few weeks, the last of my holidays. It has been a rollercoaster ride, getting to know you guys, spending one whole week almost cohabitating together at burnfoot terrace, playing mahjong, music, tecktonik, going out for 'breaks', 7 eleven, chocolates, noodles, waking up to breakfast, sending you guys off to school, sleeping in, waking up to see the same people, all hyped up for another long night of mahjong again. It's been good, but now O's are starting and everyone's starting to feel the mad tension so we haven't been hanging out, but I promise after O's we'll be as fucked up as ever again.
Jiahe's, Kelly's, Whitney's, Bryan'z houses have all been my 'sleep over stations' for this holidays, and it's an awesome feeling to stir and wake up to the sound of your favourite people snoring, kicking and having to pull them up awake. It's been fun.
I have been a lazy bum and had almost like, 1.6k of photos with me unloaded and neglected in my camera, until last night when I stayed over at bryan's place and we just uploaded non-stop and started tagging everyone on facebook while watching Gossip girl. AND THEN HE FELL ASLEEP HALF WAY. So all the effort on facebook you see, IT'S ALL ME OK. Hahahahahaha and then I made myself a kaya butter sandwich and I think he smelt it so he got up and then we stayed up talking until we drifted off to sleep.
Yesterday's Seven Temptations was good and thank you everyone who made it down! It went smoother than expected, and the music was awesom. Bryahn found his love on the dance floor (hahahahaha) and couldn't stop raving about her ever since. We had dimsum after that because swee choon wins everything else.
I gotta run, it's 7am and I have plans tomorrow! There's another event on Sunday - Mayhem is over @ Howl at the moon! Previously known as Rouge. Tickets going for only $18! Contact me at 91474878 or at meagainstmyworld@hotmail.com!

Nothing personal

2009-10-14T04:48:00.000+08:00

..................wow. In almost a blink of an eye, two whole months have passed. So many things have happened, I feel like I've been past two chapters of my life already. Meeting new people, working new places, fighting to find myself again, all this is, i dont know, at times really hard to keep my head high and be happy like how I used to be.
Carefree.
Confident.
Sure.

These words all seem buried in the vocabulary of who I used to be, how I used to feel. Now....... I feel like I'm coming undone.

Is that a good thing? Opening up, trying to get up and walk again............. I can do this. Who are you to make me feel this way? I was so much better before.

Anyway, I promise I will blog more when school reopens. Honestly? I have like 1.6k of pikspam which I'm dying to show you guys! Hahahahahaha thursday partyyyyyyyyyyyy who's going?? Call me!